I feel very lonely.

Things are coming clear
But I guess I don't need you here
And in this disrespected world surrounding me
I'm never glad you that you had to disappear

I'm pained in this sad condition
I've done this self made affliction
This heartache, love-ache this pain, can't be fixed
or healed, mended, no way with any prescription
No fainting spell, nor medication
I can never say I'm fine, I'm in total contradiction

I've held in, with fear and pain inside
But held enough pride to never allow to let that show outside
I can never run, never said I would, either way I can't hide
Not from you, your forsaken love was my demise

It was me and you
Swear to God, what the hell did I do
Was it me, was it you, was I wrong, right, was that true?
Played again and again, tell me Master, am I a fool?
You know I'd do anything for you
I'd give it all away, to have someone to come home to...