Am I desperate or something?

I'm looking back on old conversations with me and Dylon...
This was the time I was truly happy with myself and happy to call him my own...
I'm pathetic.

[16:55] The Rejected Sin: I've been teaching myself martialarts and i go to the highs chool wrestling practice once and while sicne i'm friends with the couch, so i know alot, and i'm not worried about if i'll win or lose. i jsut have to go against my friend aj and he's like 100000 times stronger then me. so if he gets ahold of me i'm goign to get hurt.
[16:55] CupcakeKittyS13: D;
[16:55] CupcakeKittyS13: Please dont get hurt I don't want that
[16:55] CupcakeKittyS13: I'll cry ><;;;
[16:56] The Rejected Sin: I don't want it either. and i dont' want you to cry. i'm used to getting hurt in fights though.
[16:57] CupcakeKittyS13: D;
[16:57] CupcakeKittyS13: I'll have to keel someone XD
[16:58] The Rejected Sin: I'll try my best to not get too hurt, for you. <3

[17:00] The Rejected Sin: Knowing you are there for my mentaly will give me the strenght to win, before something happens.

[17:06] CupcakeKittyS13: I feel stupid ;~;
[17:07] The Rejected Sin: No,no,no,no. its my fault don't feel stupid sweetie. ♥

[11:21] The Rejected Sin: I'll sing for you one day
[11:22] CupcakeKittyS13: Awh, how sweet<33
[11:22] The Rejected Sin: <3
[11:22] CupcakeKittyS13: :3
[11:23] The Rejected Sin: :3

This makes me sad... for some reason, I just miss how perfect we were, now this is just frustrating.