What if every wish I make came true

Like suddenly I was granted a genie by the tongue, since I speak without thinking at times, I'd be dead first because that's what I tend to wish for blindly, jokingly, depressingly anytime out of weeks. Or, this entire town would be in ashes, it would be under water. Because that's what Florida is destined to be if the iceburgs can't be helped

Seventeen more days, maybe I'm just being a big baby, but I don't want the day to come. I rather stay in my room and wait till the next midnight that way it's just over. Or I could suck it up get a bunch of hugs from the people I highly don't even get along with anymore because the humanity in where I live just purely disgusts me. I'm not happy here, my mother knows that, and she knows i'm going to get out of here, the second i get the chance.