It's getting to be around that time of year again.

Starting now till the end of Summer... I'll either feel completely new or nostalgically depressed.
I hope this all turns around. Seems like he's giving up on us, but all of that is just pushed aside right now. None of it matters right now. But at the end of the day I can't help thinking about it.

A boy who was amazing enough without the effort to have me fall in love with him, gave me the best lessons in life, taught me things i never knew, opened my mind to so much more. Gave me his worst, gave me his best, let me down and held me higher than anyone ever could. We don't talk much, well he doesn't speak many words.. but they seem to say a lot.

I try to stay confident, and strong, above myself because I promised I'd stay strong, and that I'll see him soon. Regardless of how he feels about me then. Everything will be alright. I'm tired now though, I just want to sleep for a really long time..