hmm..yeah

Note: I'm pessimistic and highly paranoid, I break and lose everything people give me, therefore I don't deserve anything. I'm not pretty, and I'm not worth it, I'm never good enough and I'm always going to put myself down because there is not one good attribute about me. I'm weak I guess but I'll for sure say I'm the strongest, I'll let you hurt my feelings, walk all over me, take advantage of me, let you yell at me and I'll still love you and forgive you for your worst, and I've had much worse as it is. My smallest mistakes are the worst and the most stupidest. And it doesn't matter if I put up a wall or not, no one's on the other side, and even if they are, just give up, don't make yourself the next one in my life, if my family can't accept me, if every boy left me for the next bitch or can't gather the strength to hold me, if every "friend" just got up and left, then you'll be the next one too; I'll enjoy the sunrise alone, thanks.