So, I'm at work

And New Years is in just two days. It's a little depressing, all my hard work and effort and everything goes by so fast. And yet I'll be spending it alone this year.
2009... was indeed a life changing year. And I'll be spending my New Years in 32 degree weather on my roof with a bottle of Jack.
I feel good about myself, for being independent I mean, it's been a while since I've felt strong about myself. Though, while the year is still in progress of coming to an end, I could honestly go for a few tears that I just want to let out from holding in so much.
I hated and loved this year so much, Things happened that I absolutely loved... other things like how much the good of this year can actually kill me.

And like Dylon says, Forever and Always. Now, with a boy like him, what kind of kid would he be to go back on words like that...
'Promises are cute when they're kept'

The scar is going away so quickly, I'll never remember or see it ever again once it disappears.
You know, ever since Dylon made his blog, whenever I want to feel a little bit better I go back and read all his old posts... Because they were mostly about me, it made me feel great to read how much he cares. Though he doesn't show it anymore, I guess I have to know and shouldn't be reminded. I wonder though... I want true full answers, I've got questions too you know?

Dylon, am I a good friend? Am I still your best friend? Do you need me?

If you want me to stay, I'll never leave, I understand now.