I just want to be forgiven too.

I'm sorry for everything I am for being wrong.
i'm especially truly sorry to my mom for not being the perfect daughter
but no kid is perfect anyways
but i really wish i could make her happy.
i wish i had my job right now, my car
i promised myself that i'd make money for my own support
but the pay to take my mom on a shopping spree
and my sister too
have them spend thousands and millions of dollars
i promised i'd spoil them after all the years spent on me
looking back on all this i am a spoiled brat
and i really should have not treated myself to things i don't need
i'm sorry if i've done my mistakes as a girlfriend, i guess there was something wrong with me that they all left
besides dylon, i'm sorry if i did all the things wrong as a girlfriend, a friend and hopefully you're best friend
i care about you so much, please don't drink and smoke or do anything so much
i want you to be healthy.

lindsey, i love you, you truly are awesome and you're such a great girl, i wish i could help you, i wanna be your girl sometimes just because i want to treat you better, i want you to stay how you are, change for the better, change for the good but always be you, don't ever be anything else but lindsey...

amber, nikki, i miss you two soo much.
i want and need you back

everyone, i wish you could see my pain, read my mind, don't sympathize me
i don't need solutions
i just want your company
so why is everyone leaving...