Sunday, November 8, 2009

Free from this cage.

I feel so entirely free and happy. No more mind slavery of depression and love sickness. But right now I'm just sick, haha. My phone has been acting up lately, I haven't been able to get any of Dylon's text, it's really vexing and obnoxious. My weekend was great though! Romario came over and hung out, and after the entire time I was angry at him it was worth talking it all out. We had a great time together talking about so many things and just cuddling. "I don't want this moment to end" was what he told me, and we kissed a lot. He was overall in shock as to why I stick around. "That's because I am the worst person in the world" is what he says... People are always going to hurt me, I keep those worth suffering for. ♥ I'm not sure if he really wants to go back out though, something is holding him back and he didn't want to say anything to ruin the moment. We made so many jokes and made fun of a lot of kids from school. Haha. But Friday night started off my weekend nicely...

The next day, I was texting Dylon, he didn't seem to happy after I said that me and Romario were all good and stuff now. Is he possibly upset or jealous? Either way, he didn't seem happy at all after talking about Romario for a little bit. I hope he's alright, whether he's telling me truthfully or not. And I hope him and Emily are well. They're so cute together! :) I swear if she does anything to my bestie though, I'm going to eat her!

After, I slept over at Sammi's we finally went on our date to 'Five Guys' a burger and fries restaurant, it's soooo good, i love going there. It all ended my weekend in painting my room blue and putting all my stuff together.

Great weekend, I had lots of fun, I'm so happy. I feel more familiar with my surroundings now. Could I be becoming who I am? I love this.

Time to go have a ritual, ciao bloggy!

♥Kitten

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