It is all my fault...

I'm so stupid, I'm so fucking stupid, I should have never told him I wanted to just be complete friends.
What have I done. Now he's gonna leave me for good. She's better than me isn't she?
Isn't she, she's better than me. Two years ago my heart was taken by him. Just two years ago.

The hardest thing anyone could ever take from me was my Heart, and he did.
Now it's so hard to accept it back in the condition it's in.

I want my Daddy. I want to be with my Dad. I want him here. I'll remember those words. She's first now. And I'll be last to best. I'm glad I'm barely remembering some stuff now.

God I just wanna dig her grave and push her in it.