Why am I considered wrong

Why is so many people suddenly ignoring me...
I'm confused.

i don't know what i want or need anymore
i'm so sick of myself.

i didn't want or need any of this. What am I going to do. Why am I so weak. Intimidated. Am I back in the past.

I don't know what I'm going to do
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And the only one who can help me is myself...