I can't wait anymore for you to get home.

How is this going to work? The little sister of mine whom I thought was a part of my own family is turning on cancer sticks and throwing a rampage. And you know how bad of a person I am for it? I don't say anything because she's not going to listen to me, she's going to piss me off by telling me stupid shit and fight just cause I wanna help her. I'm not on her case, I never was, wasn't trying to, NOTHING. And I'm getting stupid drama from kids I don't even fucking know telling me "I thought you two were best friends, I thought you guys were tight, what the fuck Akino, shouldn't you be the older sister like you are? You're worthless, and useless"
Shit, ya think?

Family, My half sister's wedding is just around the month and my grandparents are coming down, but fuck they ain't staying in my room, they can sleep in the living room, no one but me or my friends stays in my room. I hate my family, I can't imperatively say that but... I just can't bear to be with them or see them for a half split of a second. She tells me to give them a chance and that No one will love me like family...
What kind of family makes fun of me, talks shit about me, finds me stupid, worthless, a whore, TRASH. They think I'm the worst daughter ever in this family.

Fuck people, I wear tight jeans, I have cake on my face, I put my hair to the side, I'm pierced, I'm into Ink, I'm one big fucking surprise of emotional loud colored clusterfuck.
I'm fat? Good, Pass the cake for me to inhale extra calories, I look like trash? GREAT, pass the shortest skirt I have and the fishnet for my outfit tonight. This family will never know me. I'm going to ruin this place after the wedding is over. I'm going to punch someone, I know it. I know it all. I hate being here.