That has made me cry so bad.
I read Dylon's new blog post, and I began to smile reading, and I giggled softly to myself reading my name since it said that he had a dream, that had to do with me.
I kept reading but then I began to lose my happy place, my smile, I kept reading on to his dream, and immediately I started crying. Especially the part where I read that he breaks the bracelets that I made him. If I went through any trouble to make something so simple and give him those bracelets, it would break my heart if they weren't on his wrists anymore.
A dream is a dream, I would never let that happen though, I can't ever find myself next to another guy in any way, I'm no longer physically or emotionally attracted to any other guy but Dylon.
Something my mom said while we were at the airport in Detroit bothered me so much.
She was talking about when we finally meet Dylon that I shouldn't jump on him and act crazy. Because it seems like he has nothing to offer me, just because he couldn't even get "5 dollars to buy a phone card to call and talk to me even though I was in Thailand"
He has his reasons whether he had money or not. She talked about how much I truly love him and he's my first love and that I do everything for him, but her question was, what does he do for me, and I didn't answer her.
She doesn't know Dylon, or what kind of a guy he is. Besides the money and riches I don't look forward to it, sure, a necklace and a diamond ring totally catches me, makes me think and believe that he bought it for me, he wants to spoil me, and it's a gift.
But him being my Guardian Angel is all that makes me happy.
And I still didn't answer my mom.
Because the song on my ipod was bringing me back, and everything moved slowly before my eyes...
I read Dylon's new blog post, and I began to smile reading, and I giggled softly to myself reading my name since it said that he had a dream, that had to do with me.
I kept reading but then I began to lose my happy place, my smile, I kept reading on to his dream, and immediately I started crying. Especially the part where I read that he breaks the bracelets that I made him. If I went through any trouble to make something so simple and give him those bracelets, it would break my heart if they weren't on his wrists anymore.
A dream is a dream, I would never let that happen though, I can't ever find myself next to another guy in any way, I'm no longer physically or emotionally attracted to any other guy but Dylon.
Something my mom said while we were at the airport in Detroit bothered me so much.
She was talking about when we finally meet Dylon that I shouldn't jump on him and act crazy. Because it seems like he has nothing to offer me, just because he couldn't even get "5 dollars to buy a phone card to call and talk to me even though I was in Thailand"
He has his reasons whether he had money or not. She talked about how much I truly love him and he's my first love and that I do everything for him, but her question was, what does he do for me, and I didn't answer her.
She doesn't know Dylon, or what kind of a guy he is. Besides the money and riches I don't look forward to it, sure, a necklace and a diamond ring totally catches me, makes me think and believe that he bought it for me, he wants to spoil me, and it's a gift.
But him being my Guardian Angel is all that makes me happy.
And I still didn't answer my mom.
Because the song on my ipod was bringing me back, and everything moved slowly before my eyes...
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