Death is the new beginning

That's right, the old me is Dead and Gone! I am so happy and unbelievably ecstatic. My mind is so much clearer. And ever since just a couple days ago that Abby was teaching me how to rollerblade, now I'm going a little faster and just enjoying the air around me and just falling on my ass. I haven't given up and I never will. Rollerblading is just so much fun! I get to blow off so much steam and I'm so relaxed and even though I'm not great at it yet, it's worth the falls.

So, it's 11:11 at the moment and I am wishing that Dylon safely gets here since it's his first flight! That's right, Dylon is coming down and I am so excited to finally meet him. I'm anxious at the same time. I get to be in his arms and everything.

HOLY SHIT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR.

I'm talking to Lindsey right now, she's leaving tomorrow too, ahh, I love her. >____< ♥♥♥
I hope she's safe on her trip even though I'll tell her but that's whats going on in my mind.
My thought about Lindsey right now blows my mind, talking to her, thinking about her right now and her new pictures on myspace and facebook, I mean, she's just so fucking beautiful.

I mean that from the bottom of my heart.

I don't think negatively in depression when I think about Diyahna anymore, it doesn't matter to me, all she gives me is a bad attitude and the impression that she doesn't want to hear from me, what's the point? I can't help her, she won't accept me and I'll get so much shit for even trying, it happens all the time. Maybe one day we'll cross and be friends, but for now, I'm sick of how she treats me. And I don't care who tells her, I know what she's said about me. It doesn't matter, I moved on.