Well... I've let go.

To me, Diyahna and I are no longer friends, my other half, no more. And I'm alright with that. Our friendship was grand till it all went down hill, It was worth the fights and useless tears I suppose, it never killed me, it all hurt me more than anyone could imagine, but I guess I'm just strong right now to not cry, though I feel like it.

I read on Amber's survey with the question:
"Do you have a best friend?
I thought mine was Napelah, but she's obsessed with Dylon being her ""bestestest friend in the entire world, betches *heart heart heart*"" -_-;;
So I guess not =)" - Amber.

Ouch, I guess I've been so obsessed with my own ex boyfriend that I've completely forgotten about Amber, but honestly, it never seemed like it. Honestly. I think about Amber a lot, I care about her so much, I care about everyone, a whole lot, I guess I just don't show it as often. Why do I have to go through troubles to do so?

I feel like I'm losing Amber, I know I've lost Diyahna, though I never needed to, but it's no use anymore, really, I've let go, and I'll be okay. I've got to be strong, I've got to be strong.

Abby was the last person I saw before I go.

Everyone is being such an asshole lately.
I guess a month vacation away from everything and everyone is a good thing.

Suddenly the only person who ever makes me feel so alive anymore is Dylon.
No one even needs me anymore, is it because I don't talk? Yeah, I guess I'm on my own now.