I'm at my last point...

I'm going to lose it

Nothing's holding me steady

Daddy's all gone

Momma doesn't know

What her kid's been doing, where she's gonna go

Breathing heavy, nothing's holding me steady

The scared attempt to have this heavy gun at my chest

It's too late to change my mind

My hand griped this gauge this time

I lean back the bullet escapes just fine

Feeling a lil' nauseous now

Can't breathe the bullet has knocked me down

If the world needs me, they'll come to me, If he loves me, he'll prove to me, If I can get the fuck up, I can move on, if I don't wanna die, I'll live.

This damned world, and these people with their damned perditions.

I'm so sick of being hateful of myself, so insecure, so weak, so dependant. I can't be here...

Speaking with Lindsey, I can't tell her, if she reads this, I'm sorry hun.

Dylon is and was the only boy I'll ever love...

Nikki, Amber, everyone...

I wanna go home, all I can do is cry, I'm so sick of being like this.

It's the same thing every night, wishing I were in his arms, watching the moon and stars casted over by the clouds, it was a cool night, I was in his arms, warm, safe, held.

I would have stayed there forever if I could sleep forever. It's so dark in a white room. I can't take this anymore.