I really do think you're done with me,

What's your deal, seriously, you stop replying after I told you I missed you?
But I guess it's not your fault.

Oh well, I guess I'll keep doing what I do until I find that answer front and center. I don't know why I complain when all we had were good memories. I feel bad for turning all the good boys down for any reason because I still wanted to hold your hand besides anyone. I was probably at one point your first, but I'll never be anyone's first. I'm independent now, I'm not going to die, never was, without you. But it still would have been really nice to say "Yeah, my best friend's awesome" When I have none, and you were the only one I had, even though I can never count on you.