Yeah I'm fine now, honestly, no, seriously...

Remember when i said i love you? i wasn’t lying. Remember all the times i said i needed you? They were all true. Remember when we used to talk for hours and tell each other everything? i miss that, i miss us but someone or something always seemed to be against us. Remember when i used to tell you that you gave me butterflies? you still do. Remember the first conversation when we both started to like each other but thought we didn’t have a chance? i guess now thats true. Remember when we both use to play each other hot and cold? The truth is i still do. Remember when you wanted to kiss me? i wish you still felt that way. So maybe we were unable to climb the enormous mountain together, maybe we don’t get a happily ever after. I’d love to say that was fine with me, i loved to say that i enjoyed the past and now we can both move on, but the truth is i still love you and still want you. The truth is no matter how far away you may be, no matter what you might say or do my mind always finds a way to end up thinking about you. So maybe you don’t need me anymore, maybe you never did, one day you’ll wake up and realize that there is no one else in the world like me, that I’m one of a kind. Maybe you’ll want me back one day and maybe that day ill still need you but I’m tired of hoping because somethings are just hopeless. If you want to replace me go ahead, I’m not saying that it wont hurt knowing you don’t want me but thats okay because ill find a way to survive because ill at least know that at some point we shared something, and you felt the same way i did and now you can be happy.