This is annoying

Fuck school, seriously, fuck regular life and 9 to 5 jobs
it's sad knowing that at the end of the day, i'm a little bit torn because knowing half of my heart is a little bit beaten, a little bit sore, and it's like a game that loads but it repeatedly goes back and forth going up and down percentages, it's as if i don't want to progress it, it's like whatever i'm doing isn't the right key to fixing my life.

i'm on a right track, everything's going well, just that little part.