Breathe you in, I'll breathe you in

It's ridiculous how we went from talking forever everyday, to gradually talking only at night, to a minimum, to never. I don't know if I should text first, I think about you everyday. And I sound like a bullshitter even worse. It's not that I'm forcing to get rid of you, I'm still not over you, and I'm still in love with you. But it just seems more like you could care less. It's just you though right, you just can't help acting that way, and I think you do care, your sense of sentiment is just inept.

I just wish you would talk to me, we never talk at all even if it works two ways. Do you really want me out? please, just tell me, let me know. I can move on and know that what we had was something completely special, which is history now, and we can erase it's existence like it never happened, you're just a boy in the chills of Massachusetts and I'm just a girl in the heated Suburbs of South Florida. I'm okay if that's what you want, honestly. Seriously. If not.
At least talk to me.