He told me I had one more cry to do, but it's not going to occur till later. This entire time, I never knew that me and Romario were this much alike, it's nice to have him understand. Today I cried because I was afraid of everything, I felt weak for once, because I fought for everyone, and constantly myself, and I just got so tired, so exhausted, that a world began to crumble below me, and I kept falling until someone finally reached out their hand and told me that 'It's okay'. And that it was okay to cry today, it was okay to cry at all. I felt so vulnerable, too vulnerable, I wasn't sure if that was safe... when Romario held me, he held on so tight though I was crying and having such a hard time catching breath, and a sugar rush came over me, a sweet moment, for a few seconds that i didn't realize i calmed down so easily, that I felt Dylon's arms wrapped around me, holding me, tightening his grip when I let out a cry, wrapping around a little more, to tell me that he was still here, and here for me.
And at that moment, with Romario and Saidie standing their by me, I felt comfortable. I can relax for once, it was amazing, you know?

Thursday, January 14, 2010
I suffocate when you're away from me
Posted by Kitten Kay Teacup - Riopelle at 11:58 PM
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