When the salt shaker spills just throw it over your shoulder.

Loving someone... is wanting the best for them, whether it includes you or not.

Yet at this point, the best for him, would be me. Does that sound the slightest bit conceited? I'm only speaking the truth.

I was in the Emergency room yesterday, It was horrible, everything was fine and a normal cough in the morning but I suddenly couldn't breathe, my chest felt compressed and my upper body was just convulsing. I was crying and panicking and such at school. They almost called 911 on me. I have an inhaler and it's pretty much my life at this moment. My body was aching majorly last night though, I was laying in bed and fell asleep. When I woke up I went over to my computer and had 16 messages. Mostly from Dylon and I feel like shit, I keep doing this to him. I cried for a while this morning because he's been having the feeling of not trusting me, not believing me, and it hurts. My own true best friend, feeling like I'm lying to him. Fuck.

I don't look the slightest bit sick but when I cough it's like a hurricane, haha. I've been looking at stuff that I want online, I can't wait to sell my stuff. Money money money!