I never realized

That I was that bad...
He won't talk to me, but he never said he wanted me out of his life.
So I'm still his friend, right?

Best friend... right?

I've got to give him the benefit of the doubt. I'm always going to be there for him. Always. I'd do anything for him. But I suppose he wants his space. I should have given him a break. I shouldn't have cried so much that afternoon... I wanted to become someone he'd be proud of. Even more, selfishly I just wanted to be his number one girl, his true best friend like we were since we met. I've become less than a woman than I truly am and now that I've put something upon myself that I regret. I guess somehow it's alright to me. Just got to keep working hard.

Hey, if you're reading this, I love you mon cheri.