[05] And we'll take this feeling to our grave

For every heart that we betrayed.

I've been sitting in this room for a while. My only escape is dancing listening to the music's beat and going in tune with it.My heart beating for one single person, my eyes focused on someone never wanting to take off. Ive put up with so much because how much I love you, Ive put myself through so much because you are what matters most to me, at the end of the day its me thinking of you, you are what I want. You seem so well in your own world, Up there you just seem so happy and somehow I'm sitting here with a drink in my hand staring out the window solemnly... only because I can see through your eyes, you're holding hands, kissing... making out rather, smiling, saying three words that pierce my heart. The same moments I've had with you. I hold your Love but your Happiness and everything else, I don't anymore. Your Love doesn't even seem to be in my hands, I feel like I'm constantly looking for it in my messy room or something. When really, our name printed across my chest seems like it's fading... does this mean I can't be with you anymore? Telling myself to remember to just breathe just doesn't cut it anymore. Maybe I'm just really really confused...

I can't stand this.

To have my
one self replaced.

To be separated from you...