The city looks so pretty

Do you want to burn it with me?

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Today's the 15th, I remember the month anniversaries me and you had
But ever since May when we stopped it, I always seem to look at the date seeing it's the 15th.
And I just ... sort of reminisce everything.

The other day when I was at the airport picking up my grandparents I was in the same exact spot where I met Dylon. How i turned around and ran into his arms. I re-traced my steps so well. I remember where Abby walked, Dylon, going to get his luggage. and then.... just being with him. I held his hand for the first time. I felt so complete. After opening my eyes to the late night time of the airport then, I felt the date and time was all wrong, I felt like I was picked up in the midst of July and put in October for no reason. I wanted to scream saying that the date and time is all wrong, it's July, July 21st, it's the afternoon, it's 1:03pm, you're WRONG.
But no.. It was October. Early October.

I felt awkward, itching to break out of my body because I felt myself being stuck in July. Stuck back where I found my true happiness. I wanted to cry horribly. Just that one spot where I retraced my happy steps so perfectly, I saw his figure standing there, and when i reached out my hand his hazy figure disappeared... Dylon still lingers here, it tells me he was happy and he had a lot of fun.

After that I just looked around the empty luggage pick-up terminal. No one was there it was 8 at night and my mom and sister were yelling at me to leave so we can get in the car. I walked out and when the doors slid open, I could have sworn I felt his arms around my waist and that's when I let my tears fall but not enough to let my grandparents or anyone see.