What did I do What did I do?

Seriously, I wish I could just fall into a coma for weeks.

see who makes their way to stay at my bedside
and see if I wake up or not.

But this is just me thinking negatively
I've been emotionally unstable. I keep paying attention to nothing, enjoying my zoned out trance and when that trance breaks I get vexed and I'm trying to think if i even had any thoughts or not.

I hurt Dylon
I feel like everyone's mad at me
I think everything's hit me now
And my heart hurts so bad...