I can't stop crying

I was just talking to Dylon and some things were just stupid to say.
He told me he never hated me, he was getting pissed off at me for thinking that he hates me or don't take or have any time to care about me, boy was I wrong

I guess I shouldn't have underestimated him, or our friendship, I'm beginning to appreciate all that I have now. I'm so stupid.

I love that kid so much, I'm slowly appreciating and realizing him more as my true best friend than my ( ex )boyfriend. Like as if we were never together at all, just have a strong friendship. Blood is always thicker than water.

I'll always forever love him, I know now that I have to be strong. I have to tell myself to stop preventing what he's trying to do to help me. I can learn to be happy. I mean, he's everything to me, He's my Guardian Angel, My Lover, my True Best Friend.

I love you Dylon James Riopelle.
True Best Friends Forever, from December 15th 2007 to Forever.<3